Hey what sup everyone, well today was pretty good. went to work came home hung out you know the basic boreing stuff lol. if anyone wants to make plans dureing the week, my whole week is pretty much open right now. kevin got the BEAST woohoo lol. yea its cool. yesterday was pretty cool 2 we drove around and got pulled over for being white yea thats right we got pulled over for being WHITE! its pretty funny. oh well shit happens. well now i cant really remember much of anything from the night lol. i saw the butterfly effect. i didnt like it all that much i still think that A Secret Window was better. it was pretty kick ass.

yea well i dont have much to do or say because im bored out of my mind. Kevin went out and scott is playing basketball, and im here ALONE like always. yea. so yea... im out now peace!

Hey whats up everyone, well today i went and worked for a couple of hours kenny (my uncle) let me go home at 230 so i can get my permit, went and FINALLY i passed the damn test without getting any wrong, easy shit... what do you do at a yield sign and shit like that.

Someone made a decision today concerning me, and whatever...im not 2 upset about it, i mean i did tell her to do it i told her whatever makes her happy cuz thats all i really care about right now is makeing others happy, i know i posted in here basically fuck everyone im done helping people but i cant just stop helping people thats not my style. Im here to help people or atleast thats how i feel, so as long as she's happy im happy.

oh well. i dont know what else to write so im done peace.

POST ON herE! soon i should have a forums part for certain topics so people can sign up to my webpage and talk to other people and shit it should be cool. if it works out maybe make my webpage a .com like scott did before that would be pretty cool.

Hey whats up everyone, Its a hot one today... or atleast its about 200 in my bedroom today. I came home and for some reason i was wicked tired so i spent a few hours sleeping outside in the tent lol. it was hot in there 2 just not nearly as hot as it is right now in my room. Ive already messed up thousands of times just writeing this in places that ive noticed let alone the places i havent noticed just yet.

Well the fourth is comeing up actually its only like 2 days away lol. I dont know what im going to do im probably going to find my self down at the blvd. like i do every year, but this year nobody can come with so im probably going to be spending yet another holiday alone ...yay for me! jk.kinda shitty but oh well ill live. wont die from this thank god. Work was pretty alright today not as easy as normal fridays though. still a good day. i love working its so much better then just sitting around watching the day go by it goes so much faster. well im done for now nothing really is happening today for me so fuck it! bye

I think its amuseing sometimes how people think. Im just going to give up on careing for people except for my really close friends the only people that i should care about. Im not going to turn into some asshole guy but im also not going to sit here and try to get with any one girl either fuck it. If something happens then i feel its because its meant to happen.

I feel like ive been being an asshole lately to certain people but im not doing it on purpose and honestly im not going to come up with excuses im sorry, maybe im changeing or something i dont know, i really didnt notice it until late last night. I just think that maybe from now on out i should speak whats on my mind, the truth. tell people how it is straight up the way i see it. If people dont like that then they can stop talking to me or whatever i dont give  a shit anymore.

Another thing im sick of trying to help people and have them never listen anyways. Or if they listen about something they go out and do that same thing with someone else that makes it even worse then the first time. So if you REALLY need help and you are SERIOUSLY willing to get advice from me, you can take it or not i dont care but if your serious about it thats when ill give you my advice or whats on my mind. Im not going to fuck around and act like a little grade school kid anymore, i gotta work on getting my life ready now. I know people say its to early your only 18 just got out of school. I dont give a shit i want to get out on my own as soon as i can. I want to be all settled so when im about 25 ish i can start my own family without haveing to worry about ANYTHING.

The past couple of days have been pretty good except for the fact that i have poison ivy kinda bad on my face and hands. it sux on my face it has a sunburn as well...but i think the sunburn is stopping it from being itchy because my face really isnt that itchy but my hands are oh my god are they itchy lol, even with the cream on them there itchy, kinda sux but i havent scratched woohoo! well anyways for the good stuff me josh and ricky had a grad-e-ation party yesterday and i didnt even know it was for me and ricky 2 cuz joshes mom threw it lol. it was great though with the little people that was there made it worth while though. it was wicked fun even though the band didnt play because the chances of rain, then it raining, then the chances again and bla bla bal. well it was wicked cool and i wanna thank everyone for makeing it a good day... cherish, ricky, josh, scott, andy, jamy, jimmy, tom, big bob, angy, mike, joshes mom, Joe (yes even joe he made me laugh so much yesterday) all joshes family that i dont really know, and the people that work with joshes mom...the drunk people lol. i dont know if i forgot anyone that went (when i was awake lol) it was a great time. "If you know what i mean" LIMH!!! haha...

Computer Dictionary word of the week from Dj:

LIMH= Laugh In My Head

Yea i know people probably dont read this anymore because i dont update it nearly as much as i used to but thats ok, cuz i like writeing down everything for everyone to read it lol.

Well yesterday was awesome, because i got my check cashed and there was the most money i have ever held in my life. well i got myself some new boots cuz the other ones are ugly as all hell. then later on in the day i went to the mall with josh i got the killswitch cd, a punisher shirt, a killswitch shirt, and a metal fest dvd from last year and there are so many great bands on the dvd theres like 25 bands with 2 songs and an interview and meshuggah has 3 songs and an interview. Opeth is in it, killswitch is in it, shadows fall, nevermore, unearth omg the lineup of this video rocks.  yea so i went in to work today and my boss sent me home with pay because i might have poison ivy on my eyelid...and it sux but in a way it kicks ass lol. i got a thing for the CW for tonight its if i buy a fifteen dollar ticket i get another one for 5 bucks and i wanted to go tonight so that helps me. i talked to shawna about music and stuff today it was a great talk actually i love talking to her about music its great cuz she is getting into the stuff i listen to and there isnt many girls out there that like the hardcore scene. lets see how many do i know that i can think of hmmm, cherish. and siobhan and shawna... thats it. wow.everyone else is like eww how can you listen to that music how do you call that music well guess what i listen to it and i dont make fun of your rap and shit so shut the fuck up...smile!

Well since my kick ass dvd is more important then this im gonna go watch that! yay!